So tonight I realized that I really want a friend.

I have so many wonderful friends here and so many wonderful best friends back home, but I really want a best friend here.

Someone whos hugs make my entire day better.

Someone who will come over all the time for no reason.

Someone who loves me no matter what.

Someone who i can talk to on the phone for 2 hours, then spend the whole day with them doing more talking because we are just that awesome.

I dont have that kind of friendship here, and i am really longing for it.  Im not sure if God just doesnt want me to find that here in California, or if I just havnt gotten out there and opened myself up to make one.

I just want one. :(