I spent 3 nights in a row going out or partying, i must say its not fun. It may be fun while its happening, but consuming that much alcohol to entertain and keep my friends is not worth it to me. The next day after is depressing, all i do is think of how much people dont like me, everything thats wrong with me, how fat i am, im just so negative and not much fun. Every once in a while is okay with me, but i really dont see much enjoyment in it. I want to focus on other things. Making new friends is great, but if i only see those friends when i am out drinking/partying...how much of a friend are they? So, not much drinking for me. I want to be with friends without alcohol and if thats not possible....then, hmmm.....no friend.
Im doing good on my weight loss! Not sure how since i drank so much lately but i still didnt gain a pound! I have 16 more pounds until i get to my next goal. Hopefully once i am at that goal i will be happy with it.
I am trying to get my priorities in line. Once Im working and money is better we are going to get some credit cards paid off and then start putting money away for cosmetology school! YAAAY! I am so excited to FINALLY get started on my dream of being a hair dresser!!! :) Since i was a little girl its all i have wanted to do!
Well, i guess this is a good enough update for now! love love love!
Your friendship means so much to me. I seriously can't wait to see you. Can we move it to tomorrow? Or Saturday would even be fine...?
ReplyDeleteoh how i wish :) I can not wait to see you! LOOOOOOVE YOU! You mean MUCHOS to me too Kymber Palmer!
ReplyDeletemuchos... :)
ReplyDeleteThere's much that could be said in response to this post - it is not one that you read and click away from without so much as a word. But while there is much to say, a lot should still remain unsaid, left to be absorbed by the lessons of life and the pressing of the Holy Spirit.
ReplyDeleteBut I will say this: Though the experiences themselves grieve He who made you, He has allowed them. And this is one of those crossings where you either go with the world, or you choose to obey God's Word. They will come time and time again. Always to reveal who we are at the core and always to glorify He who has made us. He is so good - He will not allow His true children to remain how they are. I have prayed for you, and I will continue as these critical moments of the woman you are setting out to be is defined.
And also, this is one friend you will never HAVE to consume alcohol to entertain and keep!
Oh cindy! i love you :)
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