I haven't updated in a while! Whats new in the O'Connors lives???? =)

I have been doing good on my weight loss :) It makes me happy! Im only 20 pounds away from my goal weight! I've lost 10 pounds just in the last couple weeks! Im feeling GOOD! It's so hard to lose weight and it takes MUCH discipline, but im determined this time more than ever to get rid of the fatness! 

We have been so busy lately with parties, get-to-togethers, weekend trips & random things going on all through the week. Today is a relaxing day...well morning, we are watching Lina this afternoon, and that is not considered relaxing! Between her and Aiden our house is a crazy disaster when they are done with it! Hopefully today will be an easy day. Jambalya for dinner! YUM! Its been quite some time since i made that and we are looking foward to it! 

Well, thats all i have for now! Love love love!

Hope you are all doing well!

I have so many things going around in my head...im not sure how much a should put on here but...here it goes!

I spent 3 nights in a row going out or partying, i must say its not fun. It may be fun while its happening, but consuming that much alcohol to entertain and keep my friends is not worth it to me. The next day after is depressing, all i do is think of how much people dont like me, everything thats wrong with me, how fat i am, im just so negative and not much fun. Every once in a while is okay with me, but i really dont see much enjoyment in it. I want to focus on other things. Making new friends is great, but if i only see those friends when i am out drinking/partying...how much of a friend are they? So, not much drinking for me. I want to be with friends without alcohol and if thats not possible....then, hmmm.....no friend.

Im doing good on my weight loss! Not sure how since i drank so much lately but i still didnt gain a pound! I have 16 more pounds until i get to my next goal. Hopefully once i am at that goal i will be happy with it.

I am trying to get my priorities in line. Once Im working and money is better we are going to get some credit cards paid off and then start putting money away for cosmetology school! YAAAY! I am so excited to FINALLY get started on my dream of being a hair dresser!!! :) Since i was a little girl its all i have wanted to do! 

Well, i guess this is a good enough update for now! love love love!